one fine day

Started this day with a blink
I washed my clothes with a wink
It was a convenient thing when i use the machine
Nothing to do this day but i filled my time with a play

My weekend was ended so fast.
Even though my parents aren't home, i cleaned the house a little
I like this weekend, because today's raining

I made scrambled eggs for lunch, and had had rice for dinner
It was tasteless, but good enough
And in the end, i was thinking about going out and hang out... alone
But i didn't do it after all
I desperately broke

So, i planned something else instead
Drawing or painting the wall
didn't do it
Making some short comic
didn't do it
Sleep early
I make blog instead
Watch movie
i watched Toothless and some series from the nanny
Read manga
i've read manga all day, online
Facebook
it's boring
Listen some music
i listened it all day
Play guitar
not in the mood
What else can i do in the house?

building relationship

what do you think about relationship? when you hear about 'relationship' word, what thought that slight your mind the first?
first we bumped in to each other and then get to know each other. after we get to know of each other, we will try to maintain a good relationship between you and people in surrounding.
how about people that are living together? they are already in the stage of maintaining a relationship. i describe 'living together' as you meet certain people everyday in your life, not staying together in the same place.. even though they have quite the minimum same meaning. When you are determined to know a certain people, you tend to argue with them. But i realize now that every person has a different style in solving relationship problematic with whoever they are in to. They tend to overcome the diversity between them with every kind of emotions or acts.
There are many relationship status you will meet in every social network's websites. In relationship does mean that you are connecting with someone you feel dear. Single is an expression of independence after some break ups or determined to be alone. Complicated... i don't understand it... It's neither you are alone or you are dating somebody... Married, you are obliged with your legal citizenship status and of course IF you were happy in your marriage with your spouse.
So many people with break ups and divorce cases. And not so few people get together again after that so many break ups and also getting married again either with new person or the same person.
See, people in my time is mad. They will never get satisfaction... that's why they are getting dull. Insensitive will bring them into nothingness. It is a critics for myself too.
Don't ever judge people from the cover, because they are not what you think they were. I realize people tend to give a judgement when they barely know me. I have few friends that understands me well... I tell you one of mine's thought all the time... Don't blame my ignorance behavior, because i have reason behind it. Oh well... it's alright even if they don't understand i think. I did commit that i am not a good friend to them all, but I tried my best and will work hard for it. Even though I don't know how...LOL

awww...they are cute...it's my mac's wallpaper recently...but they are not my dog neither of my cat

I just hope that my cheerful nature, will help everyone relax for a while =D

what's next?

What's next... when you hear that, you'll be thinking about either confusion or excitement. No. I will not type something irresponsible like that. I am thinking of doing something that i could say experience. I am talking about what experience that i want to get. I am not really good at words, this is the truth... or am I? This question is kind of like when you questioned me about why did i use English than my motherland language. You know, actually... I feel that my own motherland language is still has to be improved somehow. I had such an ugly history when writing in my own language, well i think everyone did too besides me. I am not alone.
In my last post,  i wrote a story about a girl who can't delivers and a naive decent guy that completely fallen for this girl. Well, I think the story is still incomplete, something is missing in my story.  I wonder what it is... I want to fill a smart conversation and with a good comedies heart filling. And of course fill the drama with problems that has to be solved in a very rational way. But before any of that, I want to insert some problems, that will devastate our protagonists. I don't know if I capable to make our two protagonist's characters developed. HA HA... when I think about something nice, I will post it... later =P
this is the end of today's post.
I think I want to share some cute picture that I've taken days before LOL

November+A STORY!!!

November... it's time to prepare for rainy season. Water... will be the most powerful element of the month, i think.

Anyway, despite of November... I'd really like to tell you some story. Remember that this story is a fiction and preferably PG and up. I make this after I watched one of our TV series in our channel. I think for a drama, its idea is somewhat so-so... it's good though. I compliment for the actresses and actors way of act, for me...they did quite a good job. I despise the technique of its film making... GOD it is the worst.
Well, even though this is only some idea that popped out after i watched the TV series AND one manga chapter in one of manga reader site.

The protagonist is a woman who can't give birth, and a man who works at the same company as she is. I make that the woman is from quite a rich family and the man is from middle up class family.
They both rare to talk at the office, but they have a good relationship between as a colleague. They work at a different division, but they meet frequently somehow at the office. The woman is already got a fiancee, the relationship has continued almost a year. She haven't told her fiancee yet about her can't give birth. One day, she decided to tell about it to her fiancee... as expected her fiancee call off their engagement and leave her with rage. And so... She stayed single and tell every guy who wants to get closer to her that she can't give birth... as expected those guys are always hesitate and stop bothering her anymore. Meanwhile, the guy -our protagonist- He fell in love with this woman at the first time they met. He always watching her from afar, and keep his feelings for himself alone.

Until one day, they attending at office gathering in outside of town. They meet and in the end getting closer. For the first time, she is afraid to tell him about her truthfully because she likes him. While at it, the guy is in delightful mode, if possible with flowers at background, He is naively-happy because he is with his beloved now.
After getting closer at office gathering, they meet more frequent outside office hour. Lunch, work over time, hang out after work with friends, etc.
They are getting closer day by day as friend, and it is getting more hard for her to tell him the truth. She knows that they have a mutual feelings. She afraid that the relationship between them will be awkward if she reveal her secret.


And then at the day of their usual work activity, She decided to tell him the truth. She is ready for the outcomes. While she is at it, the guy is preparing himself to confess. He is ready for the outcomes.

-to be continued-

do you think this story is interesting for a main idea of a drama in TV series? i just want to tell you that happiness can be found in the right time and with the right person. Remember that human always seeking happiness in their life. So, do you think you want to find out how our protagonist end up? It's all in my head LOL hahaha!
anyway, until next time...

ciao!

it's like...

well, it's like already a very long time not writing again... it was busy as hell at work, i don't have the hell of time to think what to write... it's ok though. well, this is what i've been thinking about natural disasters that happening NOW in Java&Sumatra island plus in the capital city, Jakarta all day long. Merapi eruption, Mentawai quake and Jakarta floods... how come... -_-
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/10/27/world/asia/27indo.html?_r=1&ref=global-home

it's like the day after tomorrow's movie
it's like we have to move out from tis place
it's like heck of people panicked
it's like i don't know what I'm talking about

Anguish is near despair people
Vanish is near conceited people
People need to abolish this situation

we are facing two difficulties at the same time
think clear, alas! our leader
indiscipline has ruined our city
irresponsibility has ruined our country

grow up, alas! our people
we are responsible to all happening
discipline ourselves from destructing

facing the new generation with shame
old generation is tame
young generation is lame
no one will take the blame

put yourself in front of the mirror
you'll see mistakes like an error

in one day the four elements are moving actively
wind, water, earth and fire scrambled eruptively
Its fourth has been brought us up into a chaos
It caused lots of people loss

take it as a reminder as to never wasted your life
be grateful to everything you've got
be thankful for any hardship to build up some courage
learn to listen,
learn to appreciate,
learn to give in,
learn to thank others,
learn to enjoy everything,

learn to believe in yourself

maintain it well, you'll find some peace somehow

The City Hall

here is the latest drama i've watched...
The City Hall.
The story is about political and of course comedy-romance as the main genre.

The cast were acted very well done. laugh-sad-mad...this drama made us bear such a complicated expression-feelings. I think the chemistry between the actor and the actress is reeeeeaaalllyyy goooooddd. I want that Indonesian actors and actresses learn from them, how to act, how to be the character, how to express so many feelings in front of the camera. I like every lighting in the movie, It is all so natural and i thought about poor lighting skill that used in Indonesian cinema. I am eager to make something like that or got involved in Korean drama project -_- so many dreams to achieve...

i learned something after watching this drama series. politicians in every country used to-now are childlike. they will be forever childish and skeptical. we can found a rare people like jo guk and mi rae among those politicians of course, like one between millions.

There's soundtrack of course, and there are 3-5 songs that i like, but 2 songs that i like the most are "One Dream" and "Smile" or in Korean "Useobwa" or something that sounds like that.

and again, a very recommended drama from Korea.
5 ratings for their work =]

monday again monday again

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working at holiday

i find it interesting when working at holiday. today is our independence day, so i had my holiday used up for finding new ideas of my job. i was so in the mood, i started what i used to start when doing the job. in the middle of it, i fell asleep. darn it!
as soon as i woke up, i continued what i've been working on. in my confusion, i finish the job, still in confusion mode, i wondered... will it work?

well, that's all. somehow, i feel worry about it. oh well, let's turn the negative into positive =p

musical instrument

hiya! we meet again after changing the month from july to august.
in one rainy day, i was talking to my friends at the office about musical instruments. that conversation made me remembered all the musical instruments that i had touched and played.
Guitar.i still play guitar until now. i am thinking of buying an epiphone, on second thought, i'll buy the second one with best quality of wood and sound.
Piano. i played piano once. but never good at it, but you know...i am a persistent one.
Keyboard. i learned Jesu Joy of Man's Desiring tunes with keyboard. i enjoyed it, now i wanna learn more.
Bass. i got a deep impression about how deep a bass's sound. deep and heavy, but i think play a bass is much more difficult. 4 thick strings and your fingers must play it hard, so it can sound a nice melody out of it.
Flute. never got a tune out from that damn instrument. damn!
Violin. i succeed in playing the first tunes of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. Violin is one hard instrument to play, man. I learned one rule about playing violin, when you learn or play it, don't play guitar. i don't know why.
Drum. very cool instrument, once you play it, you will get mad as soon as you punched the drum with your sticks. Once you had it done, you'll have the music and sports at the same time. The tempo will always sound noisy in neighborhood LOLS!
Maraca. simple but quite tricky. you should have the tempo right to make a harmonious sound.
Ukulele. i played it with my intuition. just play the note, i don't know the key. just play it as i like. as long as the sound is good, never mind.
Guitalele. this one looks like guitar, but smaller. with 6 strings, it sounds like ukulele..but i've got a different sensation when playing it =p

on the way home

As usual, when i was about to going home, it was always crowded and full of polutan in the air. I walked off of the office and stopped a bus. I ride this bus almost everyday. That day i felt so senseless, powerless and very sleepy. It's dangerous for someone in that state decided to go home alone. What can i do? I want to go home badly so I can sleep on my own bed and my own room.
When I was stuck in the traffic and nothing you could do but sleep, unconciously, accidentally I was drooled myself out. That was so gross. And for more information, I, unashamedly sucked the drool back in to my mouth. It's embarassing, but I still want to continue my sleep. I won't care anymore if anyone saw my behavior back then. I hope that whoever they are will consider it as a stupid coincidence they met on their way home in the bus.

-sigh-

new gal

today, afterwork time, i met this gal in front of my office building. I pet her for a while, and surprisingly she didn't bite or even give me any scar from her claw. She is actually pretty tame for a cat..she understands my order, when I said "sit" she sit quietly. nicely done, cat!





I named her mona =P

I highly doubt that we will meet again tomorrow though...

Until next time again pal =]

pingkan =p

Bakemonogatari

Hi! Now I really want to write something like this once in a while. I want to talk about one of my hobby. I love watching Japanese anime, but I am not the type of what people call otaku (for me it definition is a nerd but Japanese type of nerd). I just love anime since Doraemon, Astro Boy or Mojacko =D
There is one anime that amaze me now. Bakemonogatari or Ghost Stories. It's a story about a teenage boy named Koyomi Araragi that got saved by Oshino Meme (he is just like a priest but it is still a mystery what he do though) from being a vampire on summer break. That's why, now Araragi is a human again, thanks to Oshino, but he's still got a vampire healing power. That means even though he's got hurt, he can heal fast. Bakemonogatari is about Araragi and all of the oddities that he'll have to face with five girls he's going to meet and befriended with along the story. 
In first story, I was brought to the scene where our hero talking to his classmate-class president- Hanekawa Tsubasa. Araragi suddenly mentioned about a girl name Hitagi Senjogahara in the middle of their conversation. And so I was brought to the scene where Araragi met Hitagi Senjogahara. Senjogahara was falling from the school stairs (it was really a free falling scene). Araragi happened to be where Senjogahara would fall into. As soon as Araragi catches Senjogahara, he realized that she has got NO weight!! -I was brought again to the scene where Araragi is having conversation in the class with Hanekawa- He is wondering and become curious about what happen this morning with Senjogahara. So, he asked Hanekawa if he could slip away and then he left Hanekawa alone. As soon as he closed the class door, he is threatened by stapler in his mouth, ready to be stapled. It's Senjogahara. She is very upset that she had to slip by a banana peel this morning. If there wasn't any banana peel on the stairs, she wouldn't have to fall and blow her secret to Araragi. She told him that if he tell her secret to anyone, that means war. She even stapled Araragi's inside cheek to make sure that she means it and then she leave Araragi alone. But instead of complaining about what Senjogahara has done to him, he offered Senjogahara his help with her "incurable disease". Araragi also tell her about healing power that he's got from being a vampire on summer break.
Araragi succeed in bringing Senjogahara to meet Oshino Meme. From him, I know that Senjogahara met a crab god and this god made Senjogahara weightless. Oshino decided to help, in condition that he was only a mediator. If she wanted her weight back, she had to ask it herself from the god crab that took her weight. 
In the end, I was brought to the scene where Senjogahara getting ready to be "purified" in her house along with Araragi. 
At Oshino place (a shoddy school); I was brought to the scene where Senjogahara met this crab god. In this scene I knew why the crab god took her weight and what the cause of her being who she is right now. Araragi is surprised with the event and I think he was not suspecting anything that he saw. In the end, Senjogahara got her weight back and for addition, she admitted that Araragi is her friend (it caused Araragi even more surprised).
For the next story, Araragi will meet more of oddities. Their episodes are Mayoi Snail's (where Araragi met a ghost of a little girl that looks lost. In this episode, Araragi got his first love confession from Hitagi Senjogahara), Suruga Monkey (Araragi got to meet Senjogahara's junior from Junior High School. Her name is Kanbaru Suruga. She got problems with making wishes and stuff), Nadeko Snake (Araragi has got two little sisters. His sister has a friend name Nadeko Sengoku and it seems that she like Araragi maybe more like a brother to her. She was affected by a Snake Constrictor. A snake spirit that slowly constricts the life out of its victim), Tsubasa Cat (Now it’s between Araragi and Hanekawa Tsubasa. This cat monster will be appeared if Hanekawa is unable to put her depression out. After Araragi got saved from being a vampire by Oshino, he helped Hanekawa through Shinobu-a vampire that lives with Oshino- so she can return to the old self Hanekawa. That time Hanekawa was changed into a cat wild personality because of her depression over her family. But now the Cat has appeared again and makes Araragi confused with what was the caused of it.)
I have to say, this anime makes me excited. I even watched this-online- twice already. I love its art and of course the story too...I will miss this anime because last time I saw the end of Bakemonogatari anime series. The series has12 episodes with 3 extra episodes and soon there will be one addition episode that I called "episode zero". This series also got soundtrack too, especially the ending song of this series. It was sung by supercell - Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari (The Story You Don't Know). Just hearing it makes me remember all of the episodes that still remained in my head =D
PS: the image is not mine. It belongs to anyone who made it. 
 

DVD movies

Yo! it's been a long time since i write here. I've got busy and i am confused with time that runs so quickly. Anyway, it's good to be busy than not doing anything at all..LOL!
Ok. So i'll start with the day when i got my payment at work. First thing i want to buy is DVD movie. I wrote down the list of DVD that i haven't watch yet. It was a long list though. I surprised that i still remember those movies because i usually forget about them as soon as they off from the cinema. I did a little bit research for my list which is unbelievable of me that i still want to write it down in my notebook.
And then, I bought at least 15 DVD movies and I borrowed a total more than 15 movies from my friend and my cousin.They're just like a stack of homework to me. It was piled up. I have to separate them from "watched already" and "haven't watch" stack of pile. If someone asked me about "what movie that you've already watched", I will make this confused face to them because the movie title goes randomly in my head.
So, I'd like to tell you 3 movies that I've remembered so far =P
The Blind Side.

this is a movie based on a true event. The story about Michael Oher, because of his family circumstances, he's forced to be separated from their family and got Family Service controls and watch his life. And after being bounced in and out from foster houses, he ended homeless and helpless. One day, a coach is interested by the size of Michael's body. In the end he's enrolling a private Christian school where he'll meet the Tuohy kids go. We will see how Michael is changing after he met the Tuohy family. Where he met Leigh Anne, Tuohy kids's mom who brings Michael Oher into the house Tuohy family and become a professional player


Female Agents (Les Femmes De L'ombre).
this is a movie about French female agents in the time of Nazi. These French servicewoman has a mission to rescue the British army geologist and German SS colonel who is proves to be emotional and brutal. The story is inspired by the accomplishments of decorated SOE agent Lisé de Baissac (iMDB.com). If you like Charlie's Angels movies, you must like this movie as well. We got to see a woman agents at that time when you know that the woman at that time is not as free as today, but they are stronger in their own way.




Dear John.
It is a romantic drama about a soldier from US army that met a girl named Savannah on his two weeks leave from Germany. They falling in love with each other and decided to maintain their love even if they were separated. They keep exchanging letters to each other as their love is growing until 9/11. They broke up and stopped exchanging letters. What is happened after? you'll find out in the movie.
It's nice to have this movie in my list. Even though i don't really like romance movie because usually they got me bored, but i like this one. Well, in one of the scene i really think about accepting others, imperfectness, and forgive others =P



Oh well, look at the time now. I am going to sleep!! Even though today is WC final between Spain and Netherland. Even though a SQUID named Paul in Germany said that the winner will be Spain, i won't take a side. I'll root for both of the team. Be nice, be sportive and be tactful... dazzle me, gentleman!!  =D

the view i remembered

So here I am with another weird story. ehem...
For the last 2 days, i just realized that the view on my way back home at night is sooooo beautiful. My brain still have the record of it. I remembered when I stood up inside the bus, while listening to my mp3, I was watching outside the window too. I was on my way back from work and when the bus driven through the fly over at Kuningan, I discovered the beauty side of Jakarta at night. I saw many building with lights on, I saw Jakarta at night. I regretted so much that i didn't bring my camera with me -humph-. Because I don't have my own vehicle, so it's much better to not bring anything precious outside, especially at night. If I have a vehicle, I would've stopped for taking pictures.
So after I've seen the view for a while, the bus taken me passed it fastly. If I could posted what I saw, it would be lovely. My hands are itchy and my mind is full of thoughts, I have to do something. One day I want to take pictures of it.
When I first saw the view, I thought that the city is alive. I mean not about the people who lives in it, but the city itself is alive. In my mind the city was moving, growing and struggling. I saw mystery in it. Although I can't compare it to big cities like New York and Tokyo, but I think Jakarta has it's own personality. Arrogance and hypocrisy are the best when you picturing Jakarta. But, if I tried to think again, there are still more behind its arrogance and hypocrisy. Jakarta is a city with full of colors. You will find more than one color in here.You will find people who believes in supranatural stuff. You will find bad people. You'll find nice people but naive. You'll find creative people. You'll find gossips. You'll find smart people but with bad luck. You'll find stingy people. You'll find a generous people but hypocrite. You'll find people that pays well and otherwise. You'll find people who's too desperate too live and otherwise. You'll find piracy. You'll meet women with over make up. You'll find transexsual with so much confidence. You'll find gay, lesbian and bisexual. You'll find perfume with unreasonable price. You'll find idiotic people but with good lucks. You'll find street musician full of talent and not...etc, but most importantly you can find your world here. After all Jakarta is a big city, you can find almost everything here, materially.
One time, I heard from the Indonesian who lives overseas; "Indonesian people this... Indonesian people that...". This guy lives in overseas for so long, and I thought he can't understand the beauty being Indonesian. This Indonesian had lived in Jakarta for only 12 years. But I am better than this guy, I live in Indonesia for almost my entire life, and when this guy said Indonesian people it means Jakarta's people. I couldn't change this guy's opinion about Indonesia (read: Jakarta) it was simply because the guy is stubborn. Darn!
Well, I can't complaint about living in Jakarta. My blood is streaming of Jakarta's wave of life. I want to be out of this town, especially THIS country. It's beautiful, but I want to see this world more than Jakarta or Bali. I want to go around the world before I die =D
note: even though the picture does not related with what I am talking about, don't mind it. I just like to post something =P
by the way... that cactus is growing up well, love it!

iTunes music playlist

New idea of writing has just popped out! At last I have a chance to write some more in my blog. This time I want to write about my iTunes playlist. Lately I have been downloading hordes of albums and singles.

Ok now, firstly I've got Katy Perry with Californian Girls (feat. Snoop Dog). I like Katy Perry, she is pretty and sexy, even though she always dressed in such minimalist way, she doesn't look like a whore at all. In my opinion she is really a talented singer. Her singing voice is so unique, you'll know it's Katy once you heard it. The song is amazing and I've got a unique-agog feelings when I listened to the song.

Secondly I've got Pete Yorn and Scarlett Johansson with Relator. This song is very suitable for Scarlett's voice, their voice indulged your ear so much. When we're sick of love story, you just have to hear this song. It's highly recommended for any girls or guys who are breaking up with their lover. When you are breaking up with someone in such unpleasant way, you can say as Pete said... "You can leave whenever you want out... You don't relate to me..."

And third, I've got a song from Boyce Avenue titled Every Breath. The lyric is so touching. I saw their video in Youtube. The video shows us a story about a man that in his entire life loving one woman until he'd been left out by the woman's death. It's about his memories with this woman that he knew from childhood. This song is greatly performed by Boyce Avenue. I am so glad that they performed their own song- i think- because they are usually recycling other singer or band's songs. But...i don't know if their single is their own or not. Oh well..next.

Fourth, I've got Owl City's albums, they are Ocean Eyes and Maybe I'm Dreaming. Overall I love his music in both albums. My sister said, "He is a very superstitious man". When she told me that, i read every lyrics in both of his albums. It's true. He's one talented person in making music. I am sick of love song and I've got Owl City, thank you!

Fifth, I've got YUI's albums, they are Can't Buy Me Love, From Me To You, I Loved Yesterday, My Short Stories, Summer Song (single album). I really like this Japanese musician. She is one talented girl and a very well known as a talented musician in her country, Japan. She managed to spread her music to the world. Even though I have a little bit of knowledge in Japanese language, however, she can make people loves her music.

I think when it comes to music, it doesn't matter what language that was used in the song, we listened to music with our heart after all. Too bad for several people whom can't enjoy music when they don't understand the lyric.

There are so many songs in my iTunes playlist, but it's too many... I will tell again about it later on, if I've got the chance. Ciao.

I am a Deviant of Many Talents

I joined deviant Art at last. I am amaze with the people that already joined, they make good arts and it is seriously cool. So many kinds of art that i found over there, mostly digital art. I want to learn making art from them, digitally. It's nice to have so much skills to improve lols.
I uploaded my photography style and one manga style. I already have got responses as soon as i upload the art. wow.
Although I'd love to upload some more, i have to make art even more. Now I have even more things to do with my Internet ha ha! We upload while we're surfing the web =D
So, now I have to make a plan for "what kind of art I'll have to upload next?" project. So much time for making one art but less time for upload one art. How flexible technologies are and it forced me to be more than i am now.
That's all i guess, I'll have to think what comes next in my mind. See ya! Oh, and don't forget to visit my deviant page http://pingson.deviantart.com/gallery/
TY!

dinner at Solaria

Tonight i was really going to wash the clothes, but as soon as i pushed the START button on the machine, my auntie called me and asked me out to dinner. Well, i was hungry so accepted the invitation and stopped washing. I intend to leave the clothes inside the machine and continue later.
And then after we waited for my cousin, we went to Mall of Indonesia. It's 8.30 pm i guess, i didn't look at the time.
With the little niece on board, we arrived at the dinner place inside Mall of Indonesia it's called Solaria. I ordered Nasi Goreng Kepiting (Crab Fried Rice), my auntie ordered Nasi (Rice) with Cap Cay (made from vegetables), the rest ordered Nasi Goreng Ikan Asin Medan-i think- and Kwetiaw Goreng Sea Food and the drink we ordered are 5 glasses of insipid ice tea and one glass of insipid hot tea. While we were waiting, everyone except me and one of my cousin waiting at the table. I don't know where they had gone, when i realize they disappeared right away after ordering =_=
After couple of minutes, the foods and drinks we have ordered came. And suddenly everyone that have gone missing had appeared once again =]. I wondered where they have gone earlier.
Nasi Goreng Kepiting i ordered taste's yummy and Kwetiaw Goreng Sea Food tasted the same too. While we're eating, we watch the little niece abilities in tasting food. He likes to eat, so he could stayed quietly in his little chair, eating. Of course i will let you see one of his abilities.
And then the time has come to get back home. We were so stuffed and full, i felt a little bit sleepy...well, i think everyone tired and sleepy.
When we're so stuffed we will get sleepy, I am so run out of idea how to burn the fat in my tummy T_T cuz when I'm moving, i felt that i didn't burn any fat anywhere, included in my tummy, but making some muscles instead. I don't want to look macho! i already look masculine, so i don't want to add anymore opinion, duh! How come they don't burn easily? people said that i am move less. That might be true +_+

learn online

I figured that writing is just like drawing. When we're in the mood, we will do anything according to the mood. That's a good thing isn't it? or not? =p
Well, the beginning of this blog is that i want to share an information for you about learning online. It's the most positive thing that i've got from internet besides information and stuff. So what i learned from learning online? I can see so much tutorial for anything i needed. Just like yesterday, i'm never using Adobe Illustrator. So i tried to find a good enough tutorial that i can get from Google. How to know if it's a good tutorial or not? it's good if you can follow the step-by-step instructions that they give and it's not good if you cannot understands or follow what are they talking about. However, i think too see if it's good or not is see if there are pictures in it. If you cannot understands what are they talking about, at least you can follow what's the picture shows you.
I was accidentally found a good enough tutorial about design-web design-3D design tutorial. if you're interested in design and stuff, you can see http://www.good-tutorials.com/
There you can learn from many experienced and skilled people. I've learned much from there. So i guess i have to share it with everyone hahaha

pancakes

Once again, my thoughts are popped out from nowhere. Today i made a handmade pancake with my cousin. I was really just guessed what are the ingredients. The secret of the "not bad" pancakes are put 2-3 eggs (as needed), put (unknown) grams of flour, put (unknown) grams of sugar, put 1 or 2 tbs (as needed) of butter..and then mix it together..don't forget put some water in it. And so the mixing works were done, prepare the pan for making the pancakes. Ok, then next next next...voila!
This afternoon the weather once again cannot be predicted. It was raining so hard that i couldn't get back home. I was at my cousin's place, playing with my niece. I ended up making pancakes. I figured that the food wasn't yummy because i burnt it several times..lols...
Even so, my cousin said that it was OK and yummy. I couldn't think of it as compliments but oh well... in the end he gobbled all the pancakes up. Anything is good when we're hungry i guess =p

Rent Comics

Last Saturday i was called by my friend. She suddenly asked me out to rent some comics. My parent's weren't home yet, so i guess i'll go with her. We went by her motorbike. We spent a long time to choose what to rent, in the end the owner of the comic rental was suggesting some comics. In the end we rented what she suggested. My friend also found one that caught her eyes, it's from an unknown publisher. Even though it's from an unknown publisher, the story is quite interesting.
It's a story about a girl named Kurosaki Mafuyu who has to move out from her own house because she was expelled from her own school in the matter of violence. She became a boss of naughty students in her former school, after a fight she was left out by her own comrades, in the end the police only arrested her. Her mother has seriously threatened her if she done any violence stuff again in her new school, her mother would cut the ties between them.
So that's how the story began, she move out from her house and starting to live alone. One day when she's about to go home from convenience store after failed making dinner, she met a bunch of hoodlums that's trying to threat a guy. She tried to hold herself back remembering of her mother's threat but it failed as soon as she saw one of the five hoodlums brings out a cutter. After that, she got to meet this sly guy named Takaomi that she helped and what surprise her the most is the first day of the school is the day she finds out that Takaomi is her teacher in her new school.
What happened next in her new school with a sly-crude guy as her teacher? She met a delinquent student who sit next to her named Hayasaka.
First saw Mafuyu, Hayasaka feels heaps of killing aura from Mafuyu. And so he thought that she is not an ordinary girl. Mafuyu is not expecting that she has to sit for a long time to follow one class so she make a scary face that makes Hayasaka feels eerie. While Hayasaka is busy with thoughts of Kurosaki Mafuyu, he was attacked by some other delinquent students at school. When Hayasaka in a pinch, Mafuyu accidentally see the scene that Hayasaka got into. She wants to help but she doesn't want to reveal her identity cause it will ruin her plan to live a normal student girl. In the end she disguised herself in bunny mask and help Hayasaka. But Hayasaka hasn't found out yet that the mask bunny is Mafuyu, so he said he'd like to meet the bunny mask girl again.
After that, Mafuyu and Hayasaka become a comrades. And as the time goes by, Mafuyu remembered that Takaomi is her childhood friend who used to tortured her a lot. Mafuyu can't do anything but sulking until Takaomi ask her and Hayasaka to become a part of he and headmaster's bet. What's the bet? What will happen to Mafuyu next? Can she enjoy high school and live as an ordinary student girl? I don't know the rest, but this is worth to read. The artist that make this manga is Tsubaki Izumi and the title is My teacher or Oresama Teacher. I found out that you can read this manga in couple of read online websites such as onemanga or mangafox, you can check this out if you're interested.
This manga has good comedy and jokes. I like the heroine here. We can see that violence is never the right thing to do. But what if we see any injustice happens before our own eyes?

Beginning

This is the first day i started blogging again after quite a while i stopped being a blogger. So i guess if i were a blog i would say "welcome back".
If i were a player, i was in Stop button for quite a long time and after that i push the Play button again, so i'll start again from the beginning. It was not my fault! i was just not in the mood. Oh no..what am i talking about...ehem...